WW week 18

I DID IT!!!!!!

I only scraped it in, but good enough to finally get to my goal weight of 66kgs! I weighed in at 65.9, so only 100 grams off, but I did have 100 grams of sunglasses on my head too!!

So, now I'm at goal weight the next challenge is to maintain it for the next 6weeks and into the future. I'm upping my points, then depending on my weight over the next 6 weeks, the points will be re-adgusted.

I'm excited and proud of myself, but not as happy as I thought I would be. I just feel a bit of a fraud for thinking that this is it, and being ok with the weight I am now. I'm comfortable now, and know that what I am now will be fairly easy to maintain, but I can't shake the feeling that I'm still too big. I feel like I don't deserve to be at goal weight, considering that I could loose another 5 kgs or so, but just don't have the desire or motivation to do it.

I look at myself, and theres still plenty of bits to grab and prod. These are the bits I want gone, and I really need to face up to the fact they are not going just from eating properly. Diet only takes you so far, excercise will do the rest. So I really need to get serious if I want to rid my belly of the soft bread dough look.

But for now, I'm happy. I've achieved what I wanted to do, and that was to get back into a healthy bmi range - which I have.